thursday thursday. was it for everyone?
March 20, 2014 @ 4:54 p.m.
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       I hate these little
episodes.
After my whole life, have yet to learn
how to deal.
Logic
logic dictates everything is and will be fine.
He is in second grade.
He is still young.
A piece of paper. A simple suggestion.
Can drown me fast.
But I cannot be
And I will not be
My father's discontent
Nor my mother's blind eye
So I am pulled. What I grew to know,
and what I feel should be.
It's all about balance, true?
Yet, balance is the thing I cannot
do
do not
know
Ask me for the moon.
Lacking
Always lacking, says the beast
Always afraid, sneers the beast

Do we all have constant tug-of-wars?

And in the end, in my zeal to avoid past mistakes
I am both
I am all
the discontent and the blind eye and the undue pressure and the unfair and the


not enough



thursday thursday, let me breathe
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